I wish I would've known that you'd be gone so instead of making plans we could have done all those things that we thought about. If I would've known that you'd be gone there's a million things I would have said to you, all of them reasons you should stay with me.
The bottom line is that I didn't know so I feel like a lot of time was wasted. I put this on myself cause I was scared to say the way I felt because I didn't want to loose you. It turns out I lost you anyway but in a much worse way. After all these years all these things stay stuck inside of me sometimes they get so close to suffocating me.
I wish I would've know that you'd be gone so we wouldn't take you for granted. If I had known I would've spent more time with you. I would have hugged you tighter and held you longer. These tears streaming down my face are the only thing I have left of you. Every one a memory that I had of you.
The bottom line is that I didn't know so I feel like a lot of time was wasted. I put this on myself cause I was scared to say the way I felt because I didn't want to loose you. It turns out I lost you anyway but in a much worse way. After all these years all these things stay stuck inside of me sometimes they get so close to suffocating me.
Truth be told there's still some songs I can't get to the end of. They bring back too many memories and remind me that I'm missing you. Even if I would have known you would've left me still. They pain would still remain and I'd be left stranded still. Honestly I'm sure I wouldn't change a thing if only I could have you back again.
I wrote this just recently as my John John's birthday was the 27th, I thought about him all day and his memory is with me always. I thought of his friends and family and know how hard these "special" days can be. I hope my words can in someway help people to realize that the day of tomorrow isn't promised, we often make plans and they never happen or we forget to tell people how we feel about them until its too late.
The bottom line is that I didn't know so I feel like a lot of time was wasted. I put this on myself cause I was scared to say the way I felt because I didn't want to loose you. It turns out I lost you anyway but in a much worse way. After all these years all these things stay stuck inside of me sometimes they get so close to suffocating me.
I wish I would've know that you'd be gone so we wouldn't take you for granted. If I had known I would've spent more time with you. I would have hugged you tighter and held you longer. These tears streaming down my face are the only thing I have left of you. Every one a memory that I had of you.
The bottom line is that I didn't know so I feel like a lot of time was wasted. I put this on myself cause I was scared to say the way I felt because I didn't want to loose you. It turns out I lost you anyway but in a much worse way. After all these years all these things stay stuck inside of me sometimes they get so close to suffocating me.
Truth be told there's still some songs I can't get to the end of. They bring back too many memories and remind me that I'm missing you. Even if I would have known you would've left me still. They pain would still remain and I'd be left stranded still. Honestly I'm sure I wouldn't change a thing if only I could have you back again.
I wrote this just recently as my John John's birthday was the 27th, I thought about him all day and his memory is with me always. I thought of his friends and family and know how hard these "special" days can be. I hope my words can in someway help people to realize that the day of tomorrow isn't promised, we often make plans and they never happen or we forget to tell people how we feel about them until its too late.
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